Wednesday, May 19, 2004

Faster or Slower?

It appears as though what happened at the lake has ushered Adam and I into a new phase of this relationship. I kinda like where we are at this point. It seems we are coming down to earth a bit. We want to take this slow and want to follow God as He turns each page. Sometimes it's difficult to know if God is telling us to speed things up or slow things down. Sometimes I feel like we might be dragging our feet because of the need to protect ourselves from past mistakes and hurt that still lingers. Maybe God wants to move us forward but we are stuck due to wounds that haven't quite healed all the way. Then again, I can't help but think about how wonderful it is to take things slowly. We have agreed that we are building memories together and we want them to be special so we are trying to be careful about how we do things. The best part about all of this is that we are so committed to praying that we walk beside our Father...not ahead of Him, not behind Him....and above all we seek to honor Him in our relationship.

Adam told me today that he wants to take the time to get to know every little detail about me as a person so that......oh I can't say the's too nauseating for the general public! Sorry.

He has taken two broken people who's lives were in rubble, and now He is beginning to bring forth beauty from the ashes!

Father, may we walk with You and honor You in all we do!

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