Monday, December 19, 2011
What Does Christmas Feel Like?
I was talking with a friend the other day and I observed that it didn't feel like Christmas to me. She asked, "What does Christmas feel like?"
I answered, "I don't know...it just feels happier, people are nicer, families gather together, there are great meals...," decorations and commemorations, and people think about Jesus. I said that I can remember as a kid how exciting Christmas was, that I couldn't wait for it to come, and that now, the appeal is just gone.
Then, last night as my friend and I sat around watching George C. Scott portray Ebenezer Scrooge, I was struck by the thought that it felt like Christmas. All I was doing was sitting around wrapped up in a blanket, watching a Christmas movie with a friend. Her home is decorated with greenery and lights, ceramic, snow-covered villages and many scented candles glowing, and I was sitting there observing all of it.
She had just finished making a tasty dinner for me, poured sparkling cider into my glass, made sure I was comfortable and warm, and that her home was inviting and seasonally appealing while being entertained by a classic holiday film. It felt like Christmas.
It felt like Christmas because of the the holiday decorations, the sights and sounds, but most of all because I was spending time with a friend. This special friend had just spent a part of her day making me feel comfortable and happy by serving me. It was her good pleasure.
When I think about Christmases past and why they were so anticipated, (obviously as a child, getting presents is the big appeal), but as one grows older, it's the family time and the meal we all share that starts to be the important part. I think about my Gram making that turkey gravy, and Grandpa challenging me to eat all those mashed potatoes. I think about Grandma's laughter and seeing to it that everybody is happy, and then taking pictures of us that leave off our heads, feet or the people on either side. I miss those people. I miss those times. They can never be again, because those people are no longer here. I live so far from home and miss my family.
Spending that time with my friend yesterday made me realize that it is the people I miss. It's the people in my life who have served me and have seen to it that I am happy. My joy has been one of their greatest concerns. You know what? I am so blessed that even though the people that I miss are gone from my life on this earth, He has seen to it that I've never been without people in my life who love me and want to see me happy, and show me this through serving me. They are pleased to give of themselves to me, their time, attention, resources, talents and gifts.
At Christmastime I'm remembering how God leads us to do this for each other. He first did this by giving us life, then He gave us His Son, and His Son gave us salvation. We should rejoice that our names are written in heaven. It has been His good pleasure to serve us! That bloggles the mind!
What does Christmas feel like? It feels like I'm loved.
Friday, June 24, 2011
Avoiding the Appearance of Evil?
"Despise not prophesyings. Prove all things; hold fast that which is good. Abstain from all appearance of evil." (1 Thess. 5:19-22 KJV) has often been used to caution Christians about doing anything that might look like sinful behavior to another, or further, might cause somebody to stumble in the faith.
I heard something on the radio yesterday that brought this to the surface of my brain and I thought I'm going to research it. It turns out that I could only find the "appearance" term in the King James Version, and that in the translation I use, NIV, it says, "do not treat prophecies with contempt. Test everything. Hold on to the good. Avoid every kind of evil." It says "avoid every kind of evil. Other translations use, "every form of evil," and I like what The Message says, "Throw out anything tainted with evil."
It became clear to me just from that little revelation, that Paul wasn't saying avoid questionable behavior, he was saying avoid anything sinful. It is important to weigh what is said, or prophesied, and determine if it is good or bad and if it is bad, avoid it!
"Quench not the Spirit. Despise not prophesyings. Prove all things; hold fast that which is good. Abstain from all appearance of evil." (1 Thess. 5:19-22)
I think it is better understood that we avoid evil, no matter how it appears to us, or in whatever form it takes. Evil can appear to us in many ways, even as "an angel of light," which is why we need to first determine if what we encounter is good or evil, and if it is evil, throw it out and run away!
Sunday, June 05, 2011
"What Makes You Think...???"
Isn't it amazing how something said almost in passing can literally "stop a person in his tracks" and really change a person's thinking?
Has that ever happened to you? It has me and I am going to share the nugget of wisdom that was passed along to me a year or so ago by my friend, Chris Rowland. Chris probably won't even remember the conversation, and she can't know how much those few words she spoke that day impacted me.
I was sharing with her one day in a quick conversation that we just happened to pick up in passing, that I wasn't sure I was really getting anything out of the discussions we'd been having in our SaLT Group Bible Study and I didn't think I was going to go one night. (Really, it was probably just a lame excuse because I didn't feel like going.) Chris said to me, "What makes you think you are supposed to get something out of SaLT? Maybe we are supposed to get something from you."
BAM.
Chris and I went on about our day going separate ways, but what she said struck a chord in me. I'm the type of person that really ponders and thinks about things when they are spoken to me, and that just wouldn't let me go. The Holy Spirit convicted me, and used Chris Rowland to point out an error in my thinking at that time. What she said was also a springboard for me to start utilizing my spiritual gifts the way they were intended to be used when God gave them to me.
Armed with the understanding that as I study my Bible, God will reveal things to me for the sole purpose of helping others' see truth, I can use my gifts to edify the Body and glorify God. It is my part in the Body of Christ! It's not about me! Ever since that talk with Chris, I have approached Bible study differently and understand that God may use me during our SaLT Group meeting times to impart a word to another person. He may not, but it is my responsibility to prepare myself appropriately and be willing to use my gift at all times.
Now, here's another cool thing that I realized talking with a friend at church today. My friend confessed that she sometimes is fearful to speak up in a group of people with something that the Lord may be prompting her to share. I tried to encourage her using this story of Chris encouraging me, but then realized something else, that if you don't share what God wants you to, you are robbing God's people. I also pointed out that had Chris not shared with me that "maybe we are supposed to get something from you," I would have continued to rob God's people from something. The flip side of that of course, is the "ripple effect," Who knows how many other people have been affected by what Chris said to me that day?
What Chris said to me opened my eyes to see that I need to be available to God and be obedient to share with others what He reveals to me. Over the course of this past year, as I have learned to share more and more, it is quite possible that something I've passed along has impacted somebody else profoundly. I'm not saying that to toot my own horn, because I'm not, it's all God anyway, but I am saying it to point out that God may have charged you with speaking truth into somebody else's life, and you need to be obedient to tell what you know.
So, I ask you, the reader, what makes you think you are supposed to get something out of _________? Maybe we are supposed to get something from you."
Tuesday, May 31, 2011
Knot, Knot, Knot on Wood
The past few days I have spent on my knees. No, not in prayer, although I was very mindful of God during this little project, especially when I noticed the knots in the wood of the deck I was applying water sealer to.
I walk around on the deck feeling the smooth wood beneath my bare feet, spend time at the table reading newspapers, drinking coffee and doing Bible study, often by candlelight and the light given off from the flame of the tiki lamps. I've had the deck for two years now and it is one of the best investments I have ever made.
One of my really favorite things to do is lie on the wood once it is heated by the sun. I love it! I don't know why, it is just something I enjoy doing.
One night I even decided to sleep on it and I did! Katie did, too, for part of the night, even though she made for herself a contraption of netting to protect herself from bugs and whatnot. I braved the elements, just me and my bag and "woo pillow".
I've really learned to enjoy my deck and want to protect it so it will last as long as possible. I applied water sealer to it shortly after it was built and figured it was time for another application. This time I was more meticulous about the process and noticed something that fascinated me.
I saw the knots.
The first time I sealed the deck I used a pressure sprayer, so I stood above the wood, spraying it with sealant. Today, I used a brush and applied the sealant by hand, therefore it required me to be on my knees, brushing over every single surface of the deck. Because I was so much closer and literally going over every inch of the wood, I really took notice of the knots.
Knots are the bases of branches that died, broke off, and then were covered over as the tree grew. Knots are considered imperfections, because in the timber world, they reduce the strength of the wood. They often appear darker in color, and I think, add character to a piece of wood. Today they added immensely to my day out in the sun, working on the deck.
I noticed the detail of the grain of the wood. With my brush, I would follow the grain, then come upon a knot. The grain of the wood where the knot was, changes. The grain takes a turn around the knot and sometimes the grain changes direction a whole 90 degrees.
I started thinking about the fact that those were once branches on a healthy, living and growing tree. I looked at the different planks of wood that were placed together to form the floor of the deck and saw that each plank had varying wood grain and texture from the next. The knots were all in different places, too.
Reminded of John 15:2, "He cuts off every branch in me that bears no fruit, while every branch that does bear fruit he prunes so that it will be even more fruitful," I looked at a knot and studied it. I considered for a moment that it was a scar in the tree that was now a plank of wood on my deck. The branch that had been growing there was weak, or for whatever reason, it fell off, and the tree continued to grow, "swallowing" up that hole that was left, filled it with resin, and went on with life, growing stronger and stronger as time went on, producing whatever fruit is was designed to produce. The branch that had been a hindrance to that tree producing good fruit was cut off.
Tuesday, March 15, 2011
The Greatest Revolutionary
Wednesday, February 16, 2011
God and Moses...Face to Face?
Exodus 33:11
God "spoke to moses as a man speaks to his friend"
Deuteronomy 34:10
"Since then, no prophet has risen in Israel like Moses, whom the LORD knew face to face, who did all those signs and wonders the LORD sent him to do in."
I did some research in order to understand...and also in order to teach. It's important as Christians that we know how to give an answer and I'm not very good at that. So, I am working at being better. As I was reading this passage today, I pondered...
"God came in a cloud and had a conversation as if with a friend"..."but face to face?" Then in my research I came across Deuteronomy 34:10. Each passage is speaking to illustrate an intimate relationship. Exodus 33:11 is focused on God...and His speaking to Moses....personally...as if sitting down over a cup of coffee. This point is emphasized to me in Deuteronomy because there it says, the LORD "knew" Moses face to face. This makes it clear that "face to face" is to help us see the intimate relationship God and Moses had with one another.
What makes this even more clear is that further in Exodus 33:19-23, God tells Moses that he cannot see His face and live. Therefore, the Father hides Moses' face in the cleft of the rock and allows him to see only his back side. Even today with Christ as our Savior...because of the presence of sin...we cannot see the fullness of God in all his Glory and live. It would be more than our humanity could handle.
Today, God gives each person the opportunity to have a "face to face" relationship with Him through Jesus Christ. One day all believers will literally see Him "face to face". That should give believers incentive toward intense evangelism! I can't wait to see Him in ALL His glory!